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FELIX HUGO FRALDARIUS | 24

Leave a message and I'll get it to Felix when I feel like it. Or just go talk to him yourself. What do I look like, your errand boy?

Love,
Zoltan

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[luinknight]

[ It had been much the same for her. She had had a future that she was looking forward to. Training, possibly becoming a knight. Glenn as a future husband - handsome, gallant, wonderful Glenn. And then it had all collapsed. Dimitri had been isolated, she hadn't wanted to talk to Felix - too painful - and Sylvain... she didn't know about Sylvain. Her secure future was gone and instead she had a parade of potential suitors. She was just fortunate that her father, at least, wanted to make sure she'd end up with someone she at least liked.

Small favors.

And now she was almost reliving it, just in a different way. Her heart torn out again. That future she might have had, well and truly gone because the person she thought she would have built it with had told her that it wasn't wanted, defying all expectations. It felt cruel - like the world and Glenn had dangled the idea of it in front of her one last time before yanking it back. ]

My father wanted to secure our future.

[ She sounded tired. ]

I understood why. I didn't like it, but I understood... and at least he let me reject them.

[ She felt the need to defend her absent father. He had been coping as best he could as well. She took a deep breath. ]

You're right. Kind of. The shadow is still there - was still there... but at the end of the war, I knew who I was and where I wanted to be. I still mourned, but I wasn't - I wasn't defined by him. This place... I can't agree with that. We were already becoming ourselves. We were.... moving on. Doing what we could. If anything, him being here throws that shadow even darker.

[ She frowned. ]

...and then reopens the wound all over again.