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[bestswordmaster]

Sylvain said I needed to record something to tell you to leave a message, even though if you're bothering to message me in the first place you already know what you're supposed to do, so this is pointless. So...leave a message, I guess. Maybe I'll get back to you. Maybe I won't.

[beep]

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[bestswordmaster]

You left it here? [Felix scowls slightly.] How far did you go? Tell me how to get there, I'm bringing it to you right now. You can't battle without sleep, Dimitri. I've seen you try. It's a disaster.

[nastyboy]

No.

[That's sure a prompt answer, and Dimitri shakes his head.]

Sylvain will call you in the morning, but, until then, he desires some time away. I promised that I would stay here with him in exchange for that.

It will be fine. I have been sleeping more in the past few weeks than I have before. [You know, the past few years.] I will not be as bad as I was.

[That's how it works, right? You can just stockpile sleep?]

[bestswordmaster]

[He desires some time away. Sylvain wants time away from him. It feels like a punch to the gut. If Sylvain doesn't even want to see him until the morning...what is he planning to say? Dimitri said 'what happened tonight mattered.' Is Sylvain going to say he's...leaving because of Felix and doesn't intend to come back? Or that--no, this is pointless.]

Fine. Do what you want. I'm going back to sleep.

[nastyboy]

[That sudden brusqueness... Dimitri is quite familiar with that. He can remember it from their school days, when Felix had brushed him aside even when they'd have pleasant conversations...]

...Very well. If you have trouble sleeping... [A moment of hesitance.] ...If you do not threaten him, Kent will gladly help.

[bestswordmaster]

[Felix blinks. One thing he still can't get used to is all this...generosity. First lunch, then the blue lion, now this? Are these supposed to be peace offerings or something? It reminds him of what Mercedes often does, giving him things and doing things for him that he never asked for. Does Dimitri pity him?

But again he's struck with a sudden memory: every time he went to Fhirdiad as a child to visit Dimitri (well, to visit the king, but that's not how it felt to Felix) they would exchange gifts. Little things, nothing extravagant, just...something they could hold onto in between visits and write each other letters about and such. Whenever these memories plagued him before, they hurt, knowing he'd never see that Dimitri again, that he was effectively dead and gone. But now?

...he resolves to find something for Dimitri tomorrow.]

I...appreciate it. Good night, Dimitri.