I mean. It wasn't just for the promise. But it was a convenient reason to leave.
[Sylvain hangs his head. His chest twists itself into knots. Even trying his best, he was upsetting Felix. How was he expected to be honest, or even entertain any of the repercussions of said honesty.
Claude had said not to assume what Felix needed or deserved. But the idea of subjecting Felix to any of his own nonsense -- it seemed unfair.
But the alternative is weeks of silence and brewing resentment. He doubts that's any better than what Sylvain could give if he just tried.]
I got time away. I was able to calm down and think clearly. So if you wanted to come, the offer is open.
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Date: 2020-12-15 04:48 am (UTC)[Sylvain hangs his head. His chest twists itself into knots. Even trying his best, he was upsetting Felix. How was he expected to be honest, or even entertain any of the repercussions of said honesty.
Claude had said not to assume what Felix needed or deserved. But the idea of subjecting Felix to any of his own nonsense -- it seemed unfair.
But the alternative is weeks of silence and brewing resentment. He doubts that's any better than what Sylvain could give if he just tried.]
I got time away. I was able to calm down and think clearly. So if you wanted to come, the offer is open.
[Something tells him that Felix won't take it.]