[Dimitri probably doesn't have any idea just how much 'I did not want to ruin things' makes plenty of sense to Felix. If it didn't, he wouldn't have spent a decade denying his feelings for Sylvain to himself. It seems so easy to ruin everything, sometimes. Like he thought he'd ruined his relationship with Dimitri.
He can't help a wry twitch of his lips and one eyebrow, hearing that. Of course Sylvain was the first one to get Dimitri to kiss him. If there'd been a wager, Felix would definitely have won.
The rest makes a funny fluttering rattle around in his chest, even though they're already together and Felix feels like an idiot for something as small as this to make him vaguely giddy.]
You are. I'm...thank you, Mitya.
[He lifts his hands to take Dimitri's face lightly between his palms and--oh, Flames. Embarrassing as it is, he rises up onto his toes and tugs just the slightest bit to prompt Dimitri to lean down to meet him so he can kiss him again--this time intentionally and knowing what's happening. He keeps it light enough, not wanting to push too much too fast, but it is just a little firmer than the first. He looks up into Dimitri's eye for a moment, but then he's grumbling.]
Ugh, you're too tall, this is worse than kissing Sylvain.
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Date: 2021-02-01 06:45 am (UTC)He can't help a wry twitch of his lips and one eyebrow, hearing that. Of course Sylvain was the first one to get Dimitri to kiss him. If there'd been a wager, Felix would definitely have won.
The rest makes a funny fluttering rattle around in his chest, even though they're already together and Felix feels like an idiot for something as small as this to make him vaguely giddy.]
You are. I'm...thank you, Mitya.
[He lifts his hands to take Dimitri's face lightly between his palms and--oh, Flames. Embarrassing as it is, he rises up onto his toes and tugs just the slightest bit to prompt Dimitri to lean down to meet him so he can kiss him again--this time intentionally and knowing what's happening. He keeps it light enough, not wanting to push too much too fast, but it is just a little firmer than the first. He looks up into Dimitri's eye for a moment, but then he's grumbling.]
Ugh, you're too tall, this is worse than kissing Sylvain.
[A pause, and he glances elsewhere.]
Did you...mean what you said? When you came in?