he doesn't disapprove of you. where I'm from I mean. later in the war. he relies on you just like we all do. but I know what you mean. it I didn't know if I would ever feel okay with him again. and then I did and yesterday I thought ugh this is ridiculous. it was nice. yesterday was nice. but grant was here before either of us. and I guess he did what we couldn't. all I ever did was make it worse. and I won't take back what I said but the way I said it I was just never mind.
[He starts to type something like 'it didn't look like he was shutting you out the other day when he let you touch his face' but he decides against it.]
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Date: 2020-12-30 05:14 am (UTC)where I'm from I mean.
later in the war.
he relies on you just like we all do.
but I know what you mean.
it
I didn't know if I would ever feel
okay
with him again.
and then I did and yesterday I thought
ugh this is ridiculous.
it was nice.
yesterday was nice.
but grant was here before either of us.
and I guess
he did what we couldn't.
all I ever did was make it worse.
and I won't take back what I said but
the way I said it
I was just
never mind.
[He starts to type something like 'it didn't look like he was shutting you out the other day when he let you touch his face' but he decides against it.]