I just - I did not want to ruin things.

[Which perhaps makes sense only to him. Yet it had felt if he went to fast, into something that already felt like so much, then...]

[Just like touching something, knowing the slightest twitch of his hands could make it fall apart.]

[Dimitri swallows, leaning subconsciously into Felix's touch.]

But... Sylvain and I - kissed, tonight. It felt right to do so. And I began to realize that I...

[Well, now he's just embarrassed. Dimitri ducks his head.]

...I wanted to share that feeling with you. Because I- love you too much to hold back.

Am I making sense? [He often feels he isn't.]