[Is this how it feels, to constantly deal with his own self-doubt. He's starting to understand why Felix seemed so frustrated about it. He doesn't know how many times he can insist that Felix is enough when --
When really, Sylvain isn't giving him any reason to believe that.
He bows his head, breathing out a low sigh.]
I am happy with just you. I would be. But that doesn't change how I feel. And trying to use you to fill that gap isn't fair. [He breathes out, air quivering even as he tries.]
People are... some people have multiple partners, that's normal. But if that is not what you want then... That's that. I love you, Felix. Loved you first. That won't change.
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[Is this how it feels, to constantly deal with his own self-doubt. He's starting to understand why Felix seemed so frustrated about it. He doesn't know how many times he can insist that Felix is enough when --
When really, Sylvain isn't giving him any reason to believe that.
He bows his head, breathing out a low sigh.]
I am happy with just you. I would be. But that doesn't change how I feel. And trying to use you to fill that gap isn't fair. [He breathes out, air quivering even as he tries.]
People are... some people have multiple partners, that's normal. But if that is not what you want then... That's that. I love you, Felix. Loved you first. That won't change.