[Felix relaxes more to hear Sylvain laugh, even if it is at his expense. The worry nags at him that he won't be enough to make Sylvain happy. By comparison to Dimitri, he's not sure how he ever could be enough. But for now, Sylvain is laughing, and wants him, and so Felix pushes his worries aside and focuses on the feel of the other man's lips on his hand and the beautiful honey-brown of his eyes. He flushes slightly.]

It won't help. I want to focus on you.

[He pulls his hand away from Sylvain's lips so he can claim them with his own instead. When he pulls back and opens his eyes, they flicker downward.]

Sylvain...I'm...I really am sorry. For what I said earlier. I didn't believe it. I was just... [Afraid. He shakes his head.] I don't want to lose you, either.