[Sylvain smiles, even as his heart seizes. It's... unfair, to think of a time when they were children, not after everything that had happened. It's unfair that Dimitri had struggled to even be a child.
And it's unfair that Sylvain is thinking about all of this now, when it was almost too late to understand what it all meant.]
I -- [love him, is what he wants to say. But the thought of Felix's expression tempers his tongue. Instead, he leans his head all the heavier against the other man, trying once more to hide away.]
I don't want to lose you, okay? Not if I have to lose him, too.
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And it's unfair that Sylvain is thinking about all of this now, when it was almost too late to understand what it all meant.]
I -- [love him, is what he wants to say. But the thought of Felix's expression tempers his tongue. Instead, he leans his head all the heavier against the other man, trying once more to hide away.]
I don't want to lose you, okay? Not if I have to lose him, too.